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I want to make you happy.어렸을때 소원을 하고
끝났을때 애인이 안왔아
너무 아파서 찿기가 그만 뒀어
내 생활이 심심했을때 니가 빨리 왔지만
아파게 나가 사귀지만다고 말했어..
니가 너무 좋아
니가 무지 무지 친절 해
사귀면 난 행복하지만
넌 날 원하지 않아
사귀면 넌 더 슬파
당신을 행복하게 하고 싶어..
Emotional RollercoasterI'm not anyone special
I'm just a 19 year old emotional wreck
A short while ago I was on top of the world
But now I'm dealing with a world that's just making me sick
I'm still not caring about a damn thing I do
But every time I get try to shine I'm shut down by you
Am I human or am I used?
Try not to think of it much
Maybe if I could just forget it I'll have better luck
But when I try to hang out and such
I'm just reminded that I'm just swine..
In that case, I just try not to care
I get back to my room then I sit in my chair
Then I stare
At the wall
A picture of all of ya'll
Am I the one that's wrong
Everyone must be right
Because I'm the only one that ever screams at night
Tend to call things I don't like
But I shrug them off because that's what I'm told that is right
But it digs deep
The others don't have to play me
If my life was a movie, A B-list would play me
Can't I just be like everyone else?
Am I such an easy target that I could damage myself?
I don't want to be lonely보고 싶어
너밖에 없지만 계속 한번 안 봐
아마 난 더 친절하면 니가 날 잘 원해
하지만 지금도 나는 너무 외로워
한번 더 한번 더
화가 나지 않아
내 생각이 너함께 사귀면 더 좋겠어
남친이 되고 싶지만 사랑 안오면 나는 너부 외로워
Before I die, I'm going to raise them all upWhere is my heart?
Where has it gone?
Deep in my skin are your lyrics
That lulled me to my tomb.
I searched far and wide to find it
Only to realize it was in the one place I'd ever look
My lines are beginning to fade
My words lack their luster
I'm growing old in both age and soul
Like a aging fox alone in the woods
These paths I used to roam
All these things that I've done
All the hopes and dreams
Just Not progressing
Not going anywhere
I need a new place
I need to get out
I need to be free
The wind is my only friend
For it carries me where I belong
I realize now why I'm not needed
I'm never really there
Is it sad?
No. It's fine.
to save the world's
I'll help you on your way to a better life
I'll help everyone get on their feet
But as for me, I'll stay here at the bottom
I know where I belong
No more sad words from myself
Whether you see it or not.
My true blueI won't lie, I'm a little afraid that my weakest moments push others away.
I really hope those kind of things aren't the kind of things that keep me in this mood.
I am confident.
I am strong.
I do have a few weak points
but damnit I'm trying.
Just give me the chance I need to show
That there is truly no better to know
I've got a lot to me
If you'd watch, you'd see
my true blue
My suicidal thoughtsYou're nothing
They don't want to talk to you
You're annoying to them
Just go away
They're better off without you
Why can't you take a hint?
She doesn't want to talk to you
You're a nobody
That's all you ever were
That's all you'll ever be
Just kill yourself
She didn't even like you anyway
You're just a bothersome insect
You've lost everyone close to you
She will abandon you too
No one wants to talk to a crazy person
Your dad had the right idea when he was beating you
You shouldn't have even been born
This is true hell
You should have ran away when you had the chance
No one understands
They will never understand
You're just an empty shell
You have dead eyes
Why not make a body to match?
One Never Knows the EndingNow I'm not the best singer out there today
And I can't play my guitar in various ways
But it's your face I see when I go to bed at night
And it takes all of me to try to turn on the light
Because you're lying there peacefully
You hair falls perfectly
Across you face
And there's so many ways to say I love you
But only one way to show you that it's true
Just take my hand and come along with me
Don't be afraid of the places you'll see
Lay with me
There is not a thing that you could ever do
That would make me run away and never speak to you
You can punch me and curse it out
But when you stop and think about
I'm always there
When I awake I want to see your eyes
And when I make a mistake I want to see your smile
It's all I ever wanted here
Only thing I've held so near
You're the only one whose oh so dear
It's clear to see
Just you and me
And everything we've ever known
Everything we've wanted is just down the road
Let's see it together an
A much better placeIf I was a pirate
and you were my lass
the last thing I'd do is leave you
I'd kick off my boots
step to the side of the ship
and walk the plank of my heart
And if I was a king
and you were my queen
Why our kids would be the fairest of the land
I'd spoil them in riches
And all of my princesses would find their lucky man
If we were some tall trees
In the forest called life
I wish we'd grow together so that no one could twist our branches apart
And if you were my girl
I'd share it with the whole wide world
Every day would be a blast
Through the good times and the bad
I'd never get sick of you
Oh I'd never regret a life with you
Oh if we were chinese
would you still love me
if 1 billion others look the same?
Oh I'd still love you
because real love doesn't care about a face or a name
But if you just met me
And I was dying
could you spare a moment or two?
Oh I just couldn't admit
that from the very start you had me in a fit.
oh baby can't you see?
No matter what you look like
If you think highly of me, don't read this.I keep my feelings locked away in a box
because if I open it
I'm punished for what it might hold
Well I've had a hard life
A rough time
If you look behind this smiling mask of mine
Are bruises from a time that was quite unsettling
I'm not crazy
I'm just bad at hiding the real me
Well around you at least
That seems to be the case
These cuts and scars all take me back
When I didn't have a single person
When I fended for myself while the other children played
When I had to feed myself while kids were disliking mommy and daddy's food
I had eighteen long years
Twelve of them spent on doing things on my own
"Well if I could find one to confide in I'll be safe"
I was wrong
Everywhere I went tried to reach for support
but got all I got was their backs
Even the beast of a thousand backs
couldn't give as many backs as my peers had gifted
So shift now to the present
Here I am
Roof over my head
But instead I still feel like I'm missing something
I never nee
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